Ahriman’s Deviations

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Congratulations, Canada!

Posted on | March 1, 2010 | No Comments

The Olympics are over. Wasn’t the best Winter Olympics ever, many errors and glitches but the end was awesome!

I was a supporter for the Canada Hockey team, mostly in the final. Beating USA – great feeling! Giving the fact that I have more friends in Canada than in USA, leaned the balance even more towards Canada.

The game lived up to its expectations and the ending was breath-taking!

Once again, congratulations Canada!

The way we look at women… and what we think

Posted on | January 6, 2010 | No Comments

I couldn’t sleep last night and while I was just turning from one side to another, my… imagination started wandering… and women came into mind (come on, I am a man… we think of sex more than we think of food)…

We like women… we like to look at women and think… well, that is it! What do men think when they look at a woman? Is not that complicated… men are very easy to understand beings.

How come? Well, in simplest terms… we look at a woman’s face… pretty or not pretty! Simple! Yeah, I said it! Pretty is not referred to the whole body, but mostly the face…

Neck… too long or too short…

Breasts… mhmm, how I would like to suck on those!

Waist… to thick or to thin…

Ass… how I would like to spank that!

Crotch… just get me in there!

Legs… well, on legs there could be many things… the most common thoughts are: “too long, too short, elephant legs, gazelle, just perfect, how I would like to have those wrapped around me!”…

That’s it! Told’ ya wasn’t so complicated!

Indulging… who?

Posted on | December 2, 2009 | No Comments

Is that what am I doing? I actually like this… good-for-nothing and “fuck-it all” new attitude on life? What the fuck happened with me?

Eh, who cares? Really, does anyone care? Frankly, in this “modern” society where everybody’s worried about its own ass and doesn’t really give a shit about anyone else, it would be a big surprise if someone did care about anyone else.

After a day in which I was clearly proven that my medical school was a TOTAL waste of time and in which I realised that I am not gonna achieve anything in life except… wasting time with great success… it just comes to the fact that… right now I am sitting at home, with no desire of doing anything and drinking beer in large quantities. Ain’t life great?!

Californication…

Posted on | December 1, 2009 | No Comments

Great show! Great album from “Red Hot Chilli Peppers” also…

This is not what I want to write about, though… is about the spirit that emulates from that show… the idea of being… free… not totally free, of course, because that is a stupid illusion in this “modern” world; it is also a great… dream, worth fighting for (not with guns, stupid! – using your brain is better).

It is a show about the reality that we keep forcing ourselves living in and ways of escaping from it but keeping our heads above the water and try to see the important things in life, despite all obstacles!

What I like the most is that everytime I watch it, the idea of becoming a writer resparks in my soul… and also remakes me wonder: Why the FUCK are you not writing, you stupid fool?!!! Still looking for an answer on that one…

I guess is the… surrroundings… where I live you cannot be… “free” unless you have a LOT of money, so you can afford breaking the law and acting as a total fucking ass (different story… will talk about it later)… but money is an issue, not mentioning that after 60 years of communism wrongly applied (the idea was good, the way it was implemented was a different thing) it is hard to evade from those older than you and who lived in that period their all lifes… and those will be your parents and granparents…

And, to be fair, despite all bad things, this is not USA, where, if you really want it, you can actually succeed in life by using your brains. Here, if you don’t have money or string relations, you’re nobody.

Eh, let’s… drink on it and hope that the events of tomorrow will not be my last :) See you soon, I hope!

Just another day in Hell…

Posted on | November 26, 2009 | No Comments

Or at my permanent home… some might say…

I cannot even remember how the day went by… just… it was morning and then… it was now, night time…

Went out for few minutes, just to shoot some pictures and to pay some bills, tried to organize my thoughts but nothing useful came out of this…

It is hard to keep up with the reality that seems to elude me faster and faster. That is not good… or maybe it is?

I guess soon I will find out… time is running out and I am tired to fight.

Friendship… at a distance

Posted on | November 25, 2009 | No Comments

Does it work? Does it keep its strength as time goes by? And what about the time-zone difference?

These are questions I sometimes ask myself, giving the fact that some of my dearest friends are situated a little bit… far away, like 7 to 8 hours distance, counted “backwards”, those hours meaning USA and Canada.

When you have a lot of spare time, you might be able to get online at their hours or they to get online in a time that is suitable for me, but what happens when this time reduces or sometimes disappears entirely? What then?

And, like in all… online relationships, is that enough? Instant messenger and web-cam? Is it possible to say after… one week of no conversation that the friendship is still as strong? How about two weeks of absence?

What can be done? Where do you draw the line between simple acquaintance and friendship? Is it necessary a meeting face to face in real life or will the bits and bytes be enough?

What do YOU think?

New photoblog…

Posted on | November 24, 2009 | No Comments

I try to add at least one picture a day… let’s see what will come out of this; the link is below.

Ahriman’s Photoblog

Blogging to live…

Posted on | November 24, 2009 | 1 Comment

No, there is no one holding a gun to my head in making me write… at least, not yet…

Let’s just say that few hours ago I had a great idea for an article, now I have… just this feeling that somehow I have to write… something, in order to say at the end of the day that I did something with my life…

There is a phrase that kept bugging me for the last weeks, actually… I wanted to be a writer, now I have the time to write, I can write (or at least those were the… early reviews) so why the fuck am I not writing?

What is happening to my brain?

I do think that one of the versions is that I’ve reached my limits and I am ashamed that I will not be the “wonder” my grandparents wanted me to be… and that is… killing me…

I am also afraid that… well, all of my friends reached more in their life and lived more than I did and, back in the day, I was “the chosen one”…

Eh, what do I know? I am just a drunken man, staring at the stars and wondering if the world would be better without him…

Ahriman’s Teachings

Posted on | November 5, 2009 | No Comments

The secret of success is to know how to hide your failures.

AND/OR

If you fail the first time, kill yourself to avoid a second failure.

Failure…

Posted on | October 13, 2009 | No Comments

This is the first entry of a story of a downfall… no successes, no great accomplishments… just the story of what it is to try to learn, try to achieve greatness and then… just to be in front of a computer, writing about your failures and thinking about committing suicide, just so you won’t be a burden for those around you… maybe some of you will find it interesting… most of you won’t… but, this is it and the clock is ticking…

keep looking »
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